I swear all of my friends are assholes! They lie and tell me they can't hang out b/c they have to work. Then I look and see them online on aim. Or they go out drinking after they get off work. So I guess no one wants to hang out with me b/c I do not drink?! So I sit in my room alone, every night. Alone always...

Today I went to my parents house and saw some of my family it was nice I guess. It was good until my mom showed up... Drunk :( we started eating and she told me that I was the most worthless child she had. Which made me feel terrible but I guess it's nothing new... It's so much easier to love someone then to like them...